My first blog post, my hands are shaking as I write this. I’ve never been a good writer so forgive me for the many, many grammatical errors I will have, you know me and run on sentences have been a thing for a while now. Your probably thinking “Charmecia (thats my name…i know just awful) why make a blog if you don’t even like writing” well i’ll tell you my sweet imaginary friend, i made up to give this post more character, I guess I should start by first telling you about myself, I will spare you the details. I was born and raised in Louisiana. I am a 5’0 almost 200 pound black girl as you can imagine, I was the top pick in school to be picked on. I am now 20 years old, a nursing student attending the college of NSULA( Northwestern State University… Go demons!), while also living at home with my parents =( . I started this blog to help myself, or maybe the girl who lives in Canada and is going through a similar situation as mine. I did it to help a lot of people like myself… nervous, mistreated, and scared of the world. I am here to give my advice, share my stories, talk sh*t, vent, and over all be myself. So to you (who ever is reading this) I say …Hello! how are you?